RUNNy noSE N all OF dat..

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TIMES

I haven't been blogging much lately..God I need extra time, 24 hours was never enough yesterday and its certainly ain't enough today..Well I can say without a doubt TARC drives u insane, with the assignment load and test every other week..Oh man no ever told me college was this hard..haha..But I should just take it all in...

Anyways one thing I can look forward in college is a tight knit group of friends because honestly I never thought that I'll be lucky enough to have all this people around me..In school I was always surrounded by friend but hey if your in an all girls school you would understand..too much of nonsense, I'm not saying I didn't find a great group of buddies while I was in school..Hell I was there since std.1 but what I'm tyring to say is that in a short period of time I have meet many great people.

Friends are important, I always fear the time I would have to part from my friends, I know like in college I'll make may new friends but sometimes its hard knowing our paths are going to change..So i thought to myself,if I'm so afraid of growing apart then I should not even open myself up to others..Believe me it was easier said than done..I realised (from the help of a good friend) that its not important if we have to part but what is important is the bond that we form..We should always tighten our bond and when the time comes to leave, you would have left physically but our presense would always be felt and from that day on I stopped worrying bout the time we part and turn my focus on streghtening my bond....

This post is dedicated to all my friends that have left to leave their mark on the world and it is also dedicated to all my new friends......

WISH FOR OTHERS WHAT YOU WISH FOR YOURSELF

'Wish for others what you wish for yourself' is my favourite quote and something I live by. Its so true because true happiness can only be achieved when we stop being jealous about others' success. When we are too preoccupied bout what others have, and what we don't have, we fail to see the things that we have right in front of us. Thus failing to be happy.
When we see our friends,peers, or family members attaining something that makes them proud and happy, most of us would definitely go into defend mode and start criticising them or degrading their achievements because we are jealous. Tell me, after doing all that,are we happy?

The answer in NO. Why? Because we are filled with all that hatred and jealousy, how do we expect to find happiness while harbouring all those feelings.
That is why,we should always be happy with others' achievements because then and only then can we be happy.
Its not an easy thing to do but believe me its easier than living with jealousy. Try it! I did and honestly I'm a happier person because whenever my friends or family are happy, I am happy..

Easier said than done, actually no because once you want to be happy, I know you will work on it
:-)

YogA

God yoda is hard, all that bending and twisting..I almost gave up because it was just so impossible but at the end of the class I felt relaxed and rejuvenated.Its not an easy thing to do but I recommend it to everyone out there to try it.
I tried hatta yoga which is slow yoga(but not any easier), there are many types of yoga's out there with different paces.

Try it you won't regret it but aches and pains will be felt on the second day.
DON'T GIVE UP...

My LoVe

Have you ever loved something so deeply that you cry when its in pain and smile when you watch it sleep peacefully.Ya OK I love my family deeply, god and my grandma(but that is a story for another day)

This post is dedicated for my four legged friend that never want anything other than my love and affection(OK they may want food too)..But yea I love my dogs so so much, nothing beats coming back after a long day and just playing with them. They brighten up my day even when they are annoying me. I grew up with dogs and can never imagine my life without them. That is Spikey in the picture all innocent before he grew up and became the devil that only listens to me. He was filled with spunk because on the first day itself he wanted to fight with my other 3 big dogs, 2 of which have passed away since.

Rusty(the big dog by the grill) got hit and had to be put to sleep because there was nothing we could do and Romeo ran away and was stolen(he couldn't stand Spikey). I love and adore my dogs and nothing can ever beat that.I'm lucky in that sense.They may not be human but belive they understand when im upset and i know they love me unconditionally too.

I hope everyone finds such love..

GYm

Its day three at the gym and no its not getting any easier.I'm still doing stuff wrong and its very funny actually.The first day was the day i was making a big fool of myself but hey I'm a smaller fool today..I'm aching all around but that has not stopped me from dancing*hehehe*Oh man had to do 1600m just to loose 100 cal but that's OK because now I'll think twice before i cheat *hehehe*..Can't wait to go there tomorrow and i have mentioned about the hotties that are there, oh my god that just drives a girl to bust her ass harder..But believe me some guys there are just so hot!Hopefully that makes me want to cheat less..Another day of gym tomorrow*hehe*

Being honest with yourself is the KEY in losing weight and that is what I have found..There is no point going like 'oh I'll do it the next time' or 'its just for this one time'.
NO!!!
Stop lying and believe me that's the hardest part. So I have developed this method every time you feel like relapsing or lying to yourself, take an apple and start munching on it and then think of your goal..Its working for me but I'm no miracle case it takes loads of will power.
I realised that you should always have a goal, a dress you want to fit in(something like that) don't always rely on the scales because it may not come down quick enough but you might fit in that sooner than the pounds drop in a big way. It just makes it a slightly bit easier.
Its not so easy but these little things makes it a bit more bearable.
Good luck to me and those out there too*hehe*

TV TV TV

This section is all bout my take on TV soap, programmes and music.....
Check out my latest thoughts on stuff that I love and hate. I'm working on it, so check it out real soon...

have a great day(I know I'll have one *hehe*)

Confessions

So those who know me, realise that I have to shed the excess fat that i have been harbouring for 18 years. its not like I haven't tried, I did but every time i tried i lost a few pounds and then relapse back to my old habits. Self control isn't my strongest points, i would sneak and cheat during my diets. hell that's the truth....Its not easy losing weight but hell its so simple to put it on..so in form 5 I weighed the heaviest i have ever been, so right after my exams my mom had this intervention thing where she told me I looked like a horrible and that my health wasn't too good either. So I decided it was time for a change!!!

I went to see my doctor and he put me on pills and then I started losing weight but that was also with a lot of exercise and diet..But those pills made me lethargic all the time, I decided to stop the pills. I was still losing weight but very slowly and painfully because with the pills I knew I could eat and I won't put on the extra pounds..Now I could not eat what I wanted, then I started slipping back into my horrid world of eating again and it got worse after college started..I begin lying to my mom about my diets because i didn't want to let her down but still i couldn't let temptation go...My mom knew I was cheating because she could see the changes, so this time she came on real hard and said if you dint do this I'm never going to help you again and that was hard to bear because my mom was always there for me. How could I ever betray her!!!!
This time I'm trying again, and believe me I'm trying harder but its not easy especially for me.

This is why I'm starting fat files so that i can truly be honest and if some else reads it and its able to help them then I'm glad because losing weight when u have always been big isn't easy...

Have fun eating(I know i do*hehe*)

welcome to me..

Hi, well this is my first time blogging.So go nice and easy on me.When I started I had many ideas and plans about what I'm going to write and voice.But i have decided to take things nice and easy, one step at a time is better than rushing into stuff and making a fool of yourself(which by the way I'm great at). I don't know why but I have this ability to just embarrass myself where ever I am *I know many people can relate to that*.

But I hate it when I'm checking someone out and that person happens to notice you staring at him wide eyed with that funny grin smacked on your face.Oh man that is so so embarrassing. One minute your checking this hot guy out and ogling bout him and the next he is staring at you like your some kind of freak show.Well i was great at 'cuci mataing'(checking out) no one would ever realise, Shanas and I were pros at it..huh now my skills have gone down the drain..oh well ladies,if you do cuci mata you probably could relate.

Oh well that's life right...

Power to cuci mataing*hehe*